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I hope all my American watchers have been having a fantastic 4th of July. And to all my non-American watchers, I hope you all have been having a fantastic day. 

I love you all. :hug:
  • Watching: Fringe
  • Drinking: Mudslide
Why yes, it is. 

Talked to my aunt not long ago. My cousin (the one who OD'd and went into a coma) is alright, all things considered. She's on an antidepressant. I don't know which one but she has it injected into her. She doesn't do well on pills. Forgets to take them. Tries to OD on them. Throws them away. My aunt says she's still in a fog but she's managing.

But another problem has come to a boil. A few years ago the company through which my aunt and her husband had their mortgage went belly up and was bought out by another company. Well apparently some fine print got missed somewhere and, long story short, they now owe a shit ton of money which they will not be able to pay. So they're going to have to foreclose on their house and find another place to live. All on top of taking care of their grandchild, my cousin's son, who, as it turns out, has ADHD along with all his physical health problems.

My mom's really depressed. So am I, but for different reasons (none of which I want to talk about). All either of us ever want to do is sleep, and we're both so done with life. I told her today that the more I see of life the more I support suicide, and she agreed with me. You wouldn't expect a mother to agree with their kid on something like that. If anything, you'd expect the typical knee-jerk "Don't you talk like that!" reaction. But my mom and I, I guess we don't have a typical mother/daughter bond. We talked about how stupid it is that you can suffer to no end but you're not allowed to die. You can be fucked over by anyone or anything, and you're just expected to get back up, wipe yourself down, and keep moving. Stay strong, right? This too shall pass. Bullshit. Absolute bullshit.

I've picked up smoking. Been doing it pretty consistently since last Fall. I debated mentioning it in a journal because I was afraid of being judged, or lectured, or whatever. But honestly, now I don't care. I don't do it a lot -- I only have two to four cigarettes a day, and there are days I don't have any -- but I do it, and even though I know it's bad for me and it isn't something I'm particularly proud of, it does calm my nerves.

I'm tired of everything going to shit.

I'm tired in general.

And numb.
  • Mood: Annoyed
Some news I think is journal-worthy (please read, or at least skim):…

I salute this man. :salute:
I got tagged by the ever-so-wonderful cristinewakesuphappy a few weeks ago and finally got around to taking pictures for this meme. It's, as AyeAye12 said, "the uptown funk of dA memes." Brace yourself for my contribution. ;)   

The story behind it?

"You can tell a lot about a person by what they write, but there are lots of other ways to get an idea of who they are. What they wear; what they read; what their room looks like; what posters they hang on their walls; what they keep in their bedside drawer. If you're like me, bored with answering the same questions, then feel free to jump in and show your watchers who you are in a different way.
 :D (Big Grin)"
- SilverInkblot, the meme's creator

What to do:

Bullet; Pink Post a selfie
Bullet; Pink Post a photo of your bed.
Bullet; Pink Post a photo of your bookshelf.
Bullet; Pink Post a photo of one of your more unusual possessions.
Bullet; Pink Post a photo of a favorite accessory you love to wear.
Bullet; Pink Post a photo of something you've had since childhood.
Bullet; Pink Post a photo of your pet(s).
Bullet; Pink Post a photo of your neighborhood.
Bullet; Pink Post a photo of your closet.
Bullet; Pink Post a photo of your shoes.
Bullet; Blue a short description after each photo would be sweet.

So here goes...


Me, Interrupted by TheEmptyChest

Me, with my goofy glasses and stringy hair. 


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Yeah. A black sheet, a blue pillow, and a red comforter... because I can. :P


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And that's not even including the top shelf. I couldn't fit it into the frame. :D

Unusual Possessions

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I couldn't choose between these two so I decided to photograph them both. On the left is a Joan of Arc statue that my mom ordered for me from a Catholic magazine (I'm actually not Catholic, I just really like Joan of Arc XD), and on the right is a Native American peace pipe with a buffalo head on the end that my dad made for me.

Favorite Accessory

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A scrunchy. I'm not much of an accessory person. 

Something I've had Since Childhood

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Seashells that my grandfather and I found on the beach when I was a toddler. 

My pet

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Here she is, her royal highness.

My neighborhood

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Not much of a neighborhood, more like wilderness with a few houses and old roads. :D

My closet

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Behold, my goodies! I have strange tastes. XD

My shoes

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As you can see, I like black. I also have a pair of really old tan tennis shoes and really old dark brown sandals which I didn't include because I hardly ever wear them.

Wow, I'm actually kinda proud of myself for doing all that. =p

Alright, tagging time!

  • Mood: Exhilarated
I hope all my American watchers have been having a fantastic 4th of July. And to all my non-American watchers, I hope you all have been having a fantastic day. 

I love you all. :hug:
  • Watching: Fringe
  • Drinking: Mudslide


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Here's looking at you, kids.

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BloodshotInk Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2015
    Thanks for the fave
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TheEmptyChest Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2015
You're Welcome 
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TheEmptyChest Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2015
Hey there! Thanks for the hug! :hug:
jade-pandora Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2015
Aww I should've done it sooner, and more often! :blowkiss:
TheEmptyChest Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2015
.:blush:. No worries dear, I should have too! :heart: 
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Thanks for the fav!
TheEmptyChest Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2015
You're welcome!
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Hey, how are you? :)
TheEmptyChest Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2015
I'm alright. You?
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